Oh my gosh, this past month has been an absolute dream! Creating recipes for you to try has been so much fun, and it’s only made me more excited for everything I have planned for Soft & Golden. This journey has already been so incredible, pushing me to learn not just more about baking but also about myself—through writing, testing recipes, and sharing my experiences with you.
Truthfully, I wouldn’t still be doing this if it weren’t for you. Sharing my recipes and my journey with you has been one of the most rewarding things I’ve ever done. But I’d be lying if I said it’s been easy. There’s still a part of me that’s scared to dive too deep into my recovery here, terrified of being fully open about something so personal.
This past month has come with its highs and lows, and I’m still figuring out how to balance it all—between my job, school, life, the bakery, and this space, things have been chaotic. But every late night, every moment of doubt, every challenge has been so worth it. I’m committed to continuing to learn and grow, to bringing you the best quality recipes and content, because at the end of the day, you are the reason I’m doing this. And I couldn’t be more grateful.
Wins: What Went Well
One thing I never expected was just how much support I would receive from you. When I made my first post, the flood of comments and messages had me bawling like a baby. I wasn’t prepared for how deeply your words would affect me. Hearing your stories, knowing that so many of you have experienced the same struggles, and feeling that connection through our shared experiences—it means everything to me.
And when you tell me that you’ve made my recipes and loved them? I can’t even explain the feeling. For some reason, every time someone says they tried one of my recipes, I’m completely shocked—like, wait… you actually made that?! It never gets old. Your engagement, your feedback, and your encouragement are what keep me going. Knowing that this little space I’ve created is resonating with you makes every late night, every doubt, and every challenge so worth it. Thank you for being here, for supporting me, and for making this journey feel so much bigger than just me.
Challenges & Lessons Learned
One of the biggest challenges this month has been staying on schedule. I’m in my final stretch of college, and the senioritis is real—I’ve had to push myself to get anything school-related done.
Most of my time has gone toward finishing up my degree, while also working part-time at an engineering firm (which I’ll be transitioning to full-time when I graduate in May!). Balancing everything has been tough, but I’m beyond grateful for the support from my family, friends, coworkers, and all of you. It helps keep me grounded and focused.
On top of that, there’s all the behind-the-scenes work for both Soft & Golden and Buttercup Baking Co. It’s a lot, but it’s my passion, and I wouldn’t trade it for anything. Oh, and did I mention I’m also planning a wedding? It’s so much fun—but wow, it’s time-consuming!
Another huge challenge has been healing my relationship with food while constantly baking and testing recipes. I knew this wouldn’t be easy—it’s a big part of why I started this journey in the first place. I’ve always felt uneasy around desserts, and to be honest, I still do.
This past month has taught me so much about myself, and while I’m still working to make peace with food, that’s exactly what keeps me going. I want to trust myself around desserts. I want to quiet the constant food thoughts.
I want to stop overanalyzing how I look or what I’ve eaten that day. It’s mentally exhausting, and I wish it was as easy as flipping a switch—but it’s not. And as frustrating as that is, I know this work is worth it. One step at a time.
What’s Next for Soft & Golden?
I’m SO excited for what the future holds for Soft & Golden! I have so many goals and dreams, but I’m not trying to rush anything. I just want to take my time and enjoy the journey of it all—learning, growing, and embracing each step along the way.
Most importantly, I want to hear from you! What are some topics you want me to write about? What recipes are you dying to try? I want to hear it all! This space is just as much yours as it is mine, and your input means everything to me. As I continue to build Soft & Golden, I’m hoping to grow and reach more readers who connect with this journey.
Right now, my focus is on staying consistent with social media, finding my rhythm with content, and filming more behind-the-scenes moments to share. It’s a work in progress, but I know that with time (and a whole lot of passion), this little corner of the internet will keep evolving into something really special. Here’s to many more months of baking, learning, and growing together!
Wrap Up
Reflecting on this first month, I’m feeling a mix of excitement, gratitude, and a whole lot of learning. Every challenge, every small win, and every late-night brainstorming session has only reinforced why I started this journey in the first place.
Building something from the ground up—whether it’s a bakery, a blog, or a new mindset around food—takes patience, but it’s already proving to be worth it. I can’t wait to see what the next month brings, and I’m so grateful to have you here along for the ride. Here’s to more growth, more baking, and more moments of joy ahead!
Thank you for spending time with me. I’m so happy you’re here!
love, mace <3
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